Full of food, some beer and wine, missing my wife. Feel empty, but not really, only because I am full of food, and some beer and wine.

I feel better when I’m not full, I feel less empty.

I want more time, but time to do what, every moment of the day is full, full of what I do, every moment. Full.

I’m tired, tired of what, tired of being tired. Just tired

Of what

Why?

No

Not anymore, no time left, it’s not long now,

Don’t want to but want to be relaxed– well be relaxed now. But I’m so busy, when are you going to relax then?

Time, time like the present. No time.

Time, all the time… time to do loads of things. But just want to lie down and relax…